i'd do anything to preserve these memories


for as long as they last.


now it's just them and me


and no one else.


yes i'm a loser and a wimp


and i'd give up my pride


just to hear you reject me once again.


and i should really stop it


but i don't know how to


i keep staring at your old blog


the one with photos


and although the hurt's not as bad


as when I was at St James and saw your car


You denied me salvation


but i realise


i'm grieving because of how much i love you.


and you may not ever realise this


but don't you ever


find that


sometimes


for some people


the brain, the heart and the body don't work together


and i know it's no excuse


and i'm not trying to justify anything


Tyler Leow Yu Qing, shut up.