i'd do anything to preserve these memories
for as long as they last.
now it's just them and me
and no one else.
yes i'm a loser and a wimp
and i'd give up my pride
just to hear you reject me once again.
and i should really stop it
but i don't know how to
i keep staring at your old blog
the one with photos
and although the hurt's not as bad
as when I was at St James and saw your car
You denied me salvation
but i realise
i'm grieving because of how much i love you.
and you may not ever realise this
but don't you ever
for some people
the brain, the heart and the body don't work together
and i know it's no excuse
and i'm not trying to justify anything
Tyler Leow Yu Qing, shut up.