Tuesday, July 31, 2007

The Distance

The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to gray
At least that’s how it feels to me
Whenever you’re away



I crawl up in the corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you’re coming back



I can’t take the distance
I can’t take the miles
I can’t take the time until I next see you smile



I can’t take the distance
And I’m not ashamed
That with every breath I take I’m calling your name



I can’t take the distance
I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you’re close to me
But it ain’t close enough
Not nearly close enough



I’d breathe fire and I’d be free
To be by your side, I’d do anything




I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That’s how much you mean to me



-the distance
Oliver James




missing the army boy who must be all stinky now
sigh

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Missing the army boy

I know this sounds gross....


But wad i really miss


Is kissing and sucking your fingers gently


And licking your ears inside out


Just to see the look on your face.

Monday, July 23, 2007

Song for Tyler

You're gone, now,
I feel fine
14 months,
yeah I feel fine
What about you?
I betcha been cryin'
I bet ya been goin around town lyin



I'm moving' fast
I feel so fine
I got Destiny's Child singin' Lose My Breath to me
I know every line



sittin' here at my spot
I look up to my right, and there you are
Sat there with some new girl, what is this?
Let's cut to it
With my friend for lunch
I was feelin' on top of the world
and I just got a hunch
That you were sat behind my back
didn't need to turn 'round
I felt sick at the thought
you're laughing loud




Sat there with some new girl,
what is this?
Don't panic, panic
Tyler don't be erratic
That's who has replaced me
what a diss !
Don't panic, panic
Don't act too manic, manic
It's a sure fine way to ruin my day



Just as soon as I'm on top of my life
there you are again
But don't react now,
you can't go back now
Don't panic, panic,
Tyler just look ahead now

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Twilight

I was stained, with a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right
I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight [



Never cared never wanted
Never sought to see what flaunted
So on purpose so in my face
Couldn't see beyond my own place
And it was so easy not to behold what I could hold
But you taught me
I could change
Whatever came within these shallow days



And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high
cause
I've seen, cause I've seen
You
My twilight





missing you Clement.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Distance Between Us

You take my breath away
And yet you're all I'm breathing for


I always want that little bit more of what you do
And I still feel today
The way I felt the first time we kissed


You made me live, not simply exist
Broke like a clear view out of the mist
I'd known


You turned my life to up from down
Taken me from lost to found
Raised me up and now


I see
How high we are


And every night before I sleep
I hope and pray you're mine to keep
It's all I can do to thank my lucky stars


The distance between us'
Cos close is never close enough
And there's a world beyond your touch


I want to climb inside of you
And see your heart beat


So now and here we are
Within a land that we're making our own


I can't believe how devotion has grown
And still it grows


We're not the first to fall so far
Won't be the last to give our hearts


But now it's me and now it's you
We own this love
Sounding out the way I feel


Reminds me that this dream is real
All that I can do is thank my lucky stars


Can't stop myself from wanting more