fuckery

I am obsessed with you and I know i should stop and do something productive but I cant. I wish you gave me something real and physical to hold on to. Because all I can do now is look at your photos and cry shit load of tears.

my man is taken away from me

I hate the SAF.

I hate the fact that my boyfriend can only whisper for like 3 mins for each phone call.

I hate that i cant see him for two weeks.

I hate eating alone.

I hate clubbing alone.

I hate going to places which we always go and then realise you are not there for me.

I hate the fact that you may change in the army because to me you are perfect now.

I hate that you are not here with me.

Clement

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
to take a backseat

tyler i will stop the world and melt with you says:
but to have nothing to do with his life?u get me?

tyler i will stop the world and melt with you says:
i mean i can never

tyler i will stop the world and melt with you says:
u know?

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
i getcha

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
well, probably that works for you?

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
you got to find the elements that work for both of you

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
what work for others doesnt mean it will work for you guys mah

tyler i will stop the world and melt with you says:
ya but i wanna be more involved because i love him i guess.

tyler i will stop the world and melt with you says:
yes i am being selfish and silly

tyler i will stop the world and melt with you says:
but isnt love selfish and silly

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
well, the world is not perfect hun

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
sometimes, you got to give a lil, or you end up losing everything

tyler i will stop the world and melt with you says:
i juz love him so.u know?i dun wanna miss a thing

tyler i will stop the world and melt with you says:
i dun wanna like if anything happens

tyler i will stop the world and melt with you says:
and pple ask so wad kinda person is he?and i give a blank look

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
i understand

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
but there are things which is not within our control

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
and there is nothing we can do about it

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
and dont bother what other pple thing, cause they dont do it often

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
at the end of the day, you guys are happy being together

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
and that wat matters most

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
you know, some pple cant even be in the position you are in now

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
so just take it easy and enjoy the ride la

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
dont think so much

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
it wont help la

tyler i will stop the world and melt with you says:
ya i know i am obsessive! haha but u know he is a gem. and i do know pple like him as in like like him

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
lol

tintin: tonight, happiness is only a concept says:
but you got him so...



Clement I am glad tt I talked to Zaq because he makes me feel so much better. and i know that though you don't say it out loud like i do, that you love me in your own sweet little ways. Zaq askedme wads two weeks when you and me actually have a potential lifetime together. Feel so silly for crying just now. Guess i am just a tad lost without you.But you know wad darling this heart of mine shall remain true.

Ugly

As heard on Saturday night at Tantric


10. I think of you as a friend/brother/sister.
Translation: You're ugly.


9. There's a slight difference in our ages.
Translation: You're ugly.


8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.
Translation: You're ugly.


7. My life is too complicated right now.
Translation: You're ugly.


6. I've got a boyfriend/husband/wife.
Translation: You're ugly.


5. I don't date men in the same industry.
Translation: You're ugly.


4. It's not you, it's me.
Translation: You're ugly.


3. I'm concentrating on my career.
Translation: You're ugly.


2. I'm celibate.
Translation: You're ugly.


1. Let's just be friends.
Translation: You're sinfully ugly.

Let Him Fly

Ain't no talkin to this man

Ain't no pretty other side

Ain't no way to understand the stupid words of pride

It would take an acrobat, and I already tried all that

Things can move at such a pace

The second hand just waved goodbye

You know the light has left his face

But you can't recall just where or why

So there was really nothing to it

I just went and cut right through it

There's no mercy in a live wire

No rest at all in freedom

Of the choices we are given it's no choice at all

The proof is in the fire

You touch before it moves away

But you must always know how long to stay and when to go

I am gonna let him FLY

All I can ever be to you is a darkness that we knew
And this regret I got accustomed to

Who wants to watch the ride?
When we were at our height
Waiting for you at home at night

I knew I had met my match
But every moment we could snatch
I don’t know why I got so attached

It’s my responsibility
You don’t owe nothing to me
But to walk away
I have no progressity



He walks away the sun goes down
He takes the day but I’m grown


And in your way
In this blue shade

My tears dry on their own


I don’t understand
Why do I stress the man?
When there’s so many bigger things at hand


We could a never had it all
We had to hit a wall
So this is inevitable withdrawl


Even a bust up one of you
A suspected force is true
I’ll be some next man’s other man soon


ArGH!


can I play my self again?
Or Should I just be my own best friend?
Not fuck my self in the head with stupid men



So we are history
A shadow covers me
The sky above a blaze



I wish I could sing no regrets
And no emotional debt



Cause as he kissed goodbye the sunsets

So we are history

A shadow covers me

The sky above me

My tears dry on their own

i was here first

So show that preoccupied, hurting hand
And steal thirty nine of forty winks



There’s no end, no solace
No light that breaks the dusk



And spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can’t be happening.



When busy streets, a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy.

Hide and seek.Words and stolen dreams.All those moments.

They were here first.

I was here first.